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Name: matthew
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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

bored bored bored.
ignored?
yes.
why?
selfish?
hopefully not.


Sunday, February 18, 2007

sunshine.

im often disgusted with myself on different levels.
i can praise God when i am happy
i call to God when i struggle
i question His motives when i am sad

i am so fickle. not because of my response to the situations, but why cant i praise when i struggle.  instead i am weak and cry out in disgust of my own misery.


i suppose that is human nature. our relationship with God should always be growing, dynamic, not static.

God does present His plan to us. we need to shut up.
i am happy.




emotion:

A mental state that arises spontaneously rather than through conscious effort and is often accompanied by physiological changes; a feeling



Monday, February 12, 2007

i apologize for any heartbreak my previous entry caused.
keep in mind that i use this to vent my thoughts, not all ofthem will be philosophical tidbits, some actually are emotional based.




Sunday, February 11, 2007

i thought for once i could be like everyone else. i thought i could have something definitive in my life.
life is unstable. life is never settled.


lies.




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